Poetry Contest Winner, Second Prize, Spring/Summer 2024

Josh Feit

Hecate, My Fixer

I’m visiting, like Persephone to spring
(the season of garland-wrapped alleys)
this city of transit timetables.
My fixer meets me at the station next to the recital hall,

where she must have snuck in earlier
unnoticed during the quartet’s end-of-the-century valses chantées.

It wasn’t until afterward
that I felt her mulling presence
in the form of a delusion: I live in this city,

this Tuesday, this murmuring platform, everyone
clutching programs for
a night of music or the mourner’s Kaddish.

I’m back for Dad’s funeral.

In the hours before the memorial,
diminished to confusion, Mom thought I was him.
I explain I do not live here with her,
that he is dead; I collect my shoes
from where she had placed them
by his side of the bed.

Maybe she’s not wrong:
Maybe I do
live here?

The train pulls in and Hecate takes my hand.

We cross worlds to Brooklyn, where Dad was born,
cheap wine our torches. Sing until 2 am,
like Persephone to radial spring.